Life is like...

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

FRANCE VS SPAIN

FRANCE WINS!!! FRANCE! FRANCE! THE FRENCH WIN!

Thierry Henry was amazing this game. Absolutly without a doubt amazing.
& don't even get me started on Zidane. Ok, you did. He's retiring after this world cup. Saddening, yes, but even more so if this was their last game. BUT ITS NOT! 3-1 France. David Villa scored for Spain. Frank Ribery, Patrick Vieira, & Zinedine Zidane scored for France. Zidane scored in the 92 or 93rd minute (stoppage time). Amazing goal. & in the last world cup? He is, by far, one of the few players I hold in the highest respect. The top one: Carlos Valderrama. Yea, I know he's not playing anymore, & I know he didn't really move on the pitch, but I love him all the same. I've got a poster of him, I just need to put it up. & it was from when he played for the Mutinty (a folded MLS team). Yea, thats how old it is.

I had my France jersey on, & after the game I went outside & ran around the house screaming like an idiot.

& that concludes the Round of 16 portion of the world cup. Now we move to the quarter-finals. Brazil plays France, Italy plays Ukraine, England plays Portugal, & Germany plays Argentina. The England-Portugal & Germany-Argentina games are going to be interesting, but everyone knows Brazil will beat France. I just hope Zidane scores again. I'm not so sure about the Italy-Ukraine game, but I'm taking bets right now.

-BExi

BRAZIL VS GHANA

BRAZIL WINS!! YES!

Ronaldo, Adriano, & Ze Roberto all scored. 3-0 Brazil.

Ronaldinho didn't really show me anything this game. He needs to turn it on when they play France. Robinho was out with a thigh injury, poor guy. Kaka was great. But what an unfortunate name, eh? Its almost as bad (maybe worse) as Nicky Butt (another soccer player, I forget where he played, though.).

BRAZIL! BRAZIL! BRAZIL!

-BExi

Monday, June 26, 2006

ITALY VS. AUSTRALIA

ITALY WON!

93rd minute. Stoppage time. Foul in Australia's box. Penelty kick. 0-0. Going into 30 minutes of over time. Totti takes the PK. TOTTI PUTS IT INTO THE UPPER 90! THE KEEPER DOESN'T HAVE A CHANCE!

ITALY WINS 1-0!

-BExi

Catching-Up

Hey! I haven't been blogging in a while, but my dad is outside doing yardwork so I think I'm safe. A lot has been going on lately, now that its summer. Summer is going to be sooo boring. My mom works, & my dad is going to be the only one home. That means I can't really go anywhere without giving & getting a lecture. Crappola.

We had 2 soccer games last week: one against Alden & one against Clarence. Alden is the first place team & we tied them 2-2. We had to go to Clarence on Thursday for a make-up game. We only had 12 players. That means 1 sub. We lost 2-0. But that's okay. Clarence is in 2nd place & they average about 4 goals a game. If we can hold them off with only 12 people, think of what we can do with a full squad!
We also had a tourny last weekend. We went to West Seneca for the Odenbach Cup. We won the first game on Penelty Kicks, but we lost the 2nd game. I forget who we played 1st, but we played East Aurora second, & it was brutal. They were so physical. There's a fine line between physical & cheap. They crossed that line more than once. & the Ref didn't do anything about it until one of our players got hurt. The smallest person on our team got spiked. So we lost that game. We were out of the tourny. O well.

My great-grandmother isn't doing too well. She went to the hospital & she has kidney stones & a urinary tract infection. She got treated & she's home now, but not for long. She's 93 & she's lived her life already. She's not eating, &, at this point, I'm not sure she can eat. They could put a feeding tube into her, but what's the use? She won't get any better. I don't really know her; she lived in Alabama until a couple years ago when we brought her up. 2 days ago we went over grandma's house to see Nanny. I sat by her bedside & talked to her for at least an hour and a half. She didn't talk back, but I knew she understood what I was trying to do.
Lately my thoughts have been straying to "Number 6" & her funeral. I think I'm going to buy some black netting & somehow attatch it to my fedora. I'll wear that to the funeral. & my black turtleneck. & a skirt. I pulled out my beads & made a black choker. I'll wear that too. I don't think my mom will let me wear my paperclips to the funeral.

-BExi

Friday, June 16, 2006

Wackity-Wack!

I'm kinda bored & I've slowed down.....I've been hyper for the past 2 hours...I had to take the math final exam today...totally aced it. I'll be suprised if I got below a 98%. My mind was wandering during the test, & it was kinda creeping me out.....I would do about 20 problems then think. "I could take over the world if I wanted to." Do another 20 problems then say to myself, "I'd get a male accomplice, get a P.O. box under 'John Aarons' then do something to some foreign country & make them send the ransom money to the PO box. I'd make my accomplice get it. He would be 'John Aarons'. Technically, its not identity theft if you make up the person, is it? No. Improbable." Then I'd do another 20 questions & I'd say, "I could send a bio-bomb to Bush if I really wanted to." Another 20 questions, "I bet I could hack into the CIA. With a little training & a good coach, I bet I could." and later on. "I could cause a war.....sweet." Once in a while, I'd look up at one of the really stupid cheerleaders that have no brain whatsoever in them & I'd mutter to myself, "Fail. You're going to fail the test. I know you are. Then where will you be? & you'll probly have to repeat the grade because you've failed math so many times....ahh, revenge is sweet, isn't it? Yes, yes it is....I will laugh in your face, come the report cards. I will show up at your door & laugh in your face. In front of your mother, in front of your father, in front of your stupid little friends. Hell, I'd laugh at you in front of your really good friend that you claim is your boyfriend. Fail, my sweet. Fail, & die."

I scare myself.

-BExi

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Thursday, June 15, 2006

I feel so weak....

I'm all better today, but I feel really weak. I'm craving artificial grape flavouring in a liquid form, & thankfully we have grape-flavoured kool-aid packets. So I made that & drank a glass. Now I'm eating a tortilla shell.....plain. Microwave it on high for 10 seconds & you've got yourself a snack. Yes, I do eat plain tortilla shells. They're easy on the stomach & they taste good.

I'm so friggin' bored right now....I know some people are home, but I can't contact them....

-BExi

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

A Recipe for Disaster

Never eat only cheetoes as your lunch. And then go for a vigorous bike ride. I just did that about 3 hours ago & about 10 minutes ago.....tummy trouble! I'm fine now, but I'm not doing that again....good thing I don't have to go to school tomorrow!

Too much information, you say? Well, just for your pleasure, here's more:

what was I thinking while I was doing my "functions"? Filocamo's lesson on bile & the digestive system came to mind. Well, when you have her at 8 in the morning, right before gym, & you don't feel that well in the first place, & she's talking about reverse digestive system.....that leaves a lasting impression. (good thing I wasn't queasy that day....all the girl know what I'm talking about)

-BExi

Monday, June 12, 2006

I'm Exempt From the English Final!

Hey, I'm in English right now, but I'm in the computer lab cause I'm exempt from the final......
Guess What???!?!? I'm bored yet hyper at the same time & I really hate Mac keyboards........


LAN PARTY!


Trig is fun. Trig is so amazingly fun.......

i love you!

-BExi

Friday, June 09, 2006

My healing gemstones

My healing gemstones are:

amber
moonstone &
blue topaz

go to gurl.com to find out yours & read about these gemstones!

-BExi

my color quiz results!

thanks for posting your love colour results on your blog, Rena!












gURL.comI took the "The Color Personality" quiz on gURL.com
My personality is...
green

You're a stable green... According to color psychology, you're persistent and ambitious and could probably have the world in the palm of your hand if you wanted it badly enough. Read more...

What color is your personality?


A poem for girls...

I shave my legs,
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>I sit down to pee.
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>And I can justify any shopping spree.
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>Don't go to a barber, but a beauty salon.
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>I can get a massage without a hard-on.
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>I can balance the checkbook,
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>I can pump my own gas.
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>Can talk to my friends about the size of my ass.
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>My beauty's a masterpiece and yes, it takes long.
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>At least I can admit to others when I'm wrong.
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>I don't drive in circles, at any cost.
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>And I don't have a problem admitting I'm lost.
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>I never forget an important date.
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>You just gotta deal with it, I'm usually late.
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>I don't watch movies with lots of gore.
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>Don't need instant replay to remember the score.
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>I won't lose my hair, I don't get jock itch.
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>And just cause I'm assertive, Don't call me a bitch.
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>Don't say to your friends, Oh yeah, I can get her.
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>In your dreams, my dear, I can do better!
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>Flowers are okay,
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>But jewelry's best.
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>Look at me you idiot...
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>Not at my chest????
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>I don't have a problem,
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>With Expressing my feelings.
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>I know when you're lying,
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>You look at the ceiling.
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>DON'T call me a GIRL ,
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>a BABE or a CHICK .
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>I am a WOMAN.
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>Get it?, you DICK!?!

My lovestyle












gURL.comI took the "Love Style" quiz on gURL.com
I am...
Storge/Yellow

According to John Allan Lee, yellow types would be happy to have a solid, supportive relationship and value this far more than physical or emotional intensity. Yellow types often find themselves falling in love with a best friend or a family friend without realizing it. Read more...

What's your love style?

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

666

Doesn't the word "apocolyps" sound especially appealing today?
Is it because the "curse" (whatever you wanna call it) is real?
& what the Hell is exactly going on here?

Did you know that on average, the Pentagon uses about 666 rolls of toilet paper each day?
Did you know that the numbers 666 are hidden in bar codes, medical & governmental records, & the banking system?
Did you know that if you give letters numeric value, beginning with A=100, the name "Hitler" adds up to 666?
Did you know that there really is a Hell, Michigan?
Did you know that "nemo" spelled backwards is "omen"?

Is this an omen in itself? You be the one to judge.
All I have to say is: it would be pretty cool to have my 13th birthday on 6-6-06. Especially if it was on a friday. Oooo, weird! But, then again, I am weird. You should know that by now.

Good news: I almost lasted 24 hours without taking Motrin.

-BExi *is sexi, duh*

Sunday, June 04, 2006

Great Song....3Doors Down - Not Enough

Seven days underpaid gotta
Give it up
Got no time for this life that
I’m livin’ up
Shackled down, kicked
Around, now slave to the grind
Need some time for myself
I’ll give you anything that you
Want me to
But I don’t have the time so
I’ll get up with you
If you don’t have the time so
I’ll get up with you
If you don’t understand man
You’ve got to believe
There is too much of you but
There is not enough of me
There is not enough of me
Same old song world moves
On while I’m still in bed
Meet tomorrow today just to
Get ahead
Jump the gun on the run,
I’m the only one
Who thinks that
I’m fallin’ behind?
I’ll give you anything that
You want me to
But I don’t have the time
So I’ll get up with you
If you don’t understand
Man you’ve got to believe
There is too much of you
But there is not enough of me
There is not enough of me
I’ll give you anything that you want me to
But I don’t have the time so I’ll
Get up with you
If you don’t understand man
You’ve got to believe
There is too much of you there
Is too much of me
I’ll give you anything that you want me to
But I don’t have the time so I’ll
Get up with you
If you don’t understand man
You’ve got to believe
There is too much of you but there
Is not enough of me

For: do i really have to say?

3 Doors Down - So I Need You

If you could step into my head, tell
Me would you still know me
If you woke up in my bed, tell me
Then would you hold me
Or would you simply let it lie,
Leaving me to wonder why
I can’t get you out of this head
I call mine
And I will say
Oh no I can’t let you go,
My little girl
Because you’re holding up my
World, so I need you

Your imitation of my walk and the
Perfect way you talk
It’s just a couple of the million
Things that I love about you
So I need you
So I need you
So I need you
So I need you

And if I jumped off the Brooklyn
Bridge, tell me would you
Still follow me
And if I made you mad today, tell
Me would you love me
Tomorrow? Please
Or would you say that you don’t
Care, and then leave me
Standing here
Like the fool who is drowning in
Despair and screamin’
Oh no I can’t let you go,
My little girl
Because you’re holding up my
World, so I need you

Your imitation of my walk and the
Perfect way you talk
It’s just a couple of the million
Things that I love about you
So I need you
So I need you
So I need you
So I need you
I’m on my own
I’m on my own
I’m on my own
Oh no I can’t let you go, my
little girl
Because you’re holding up my
World, so I need you

Your imitation of my walk
and the perfect way you talk
It’s just a couple of the million
Things that I love about you
So I need you
So I need you
So I need you
So I need you

3 Days Grace- Animal I Have Become

I can't escape this hell
So many times i've tried
But i'm still caged inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself

So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one would ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
(This animal, this animal)

I can't escape myself
(I can't escape myself)
So many times i've lied
(So many times i've lied)
But there's still rage inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself

So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one would ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal

Somebody help me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
Somebody wake me from this nightmare
I can't escape this animal

(This animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal)

So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
(This animal I have become)

3 Doors Down- Life of My Own

Living risky, never scared, wander
Closer to the edge
Nothing valued think no fear, always
Wondering why you’re here
All your purposes are gone, nothing’s
Right and nothing’s wrong
Nothing ventured, nothing gained
Feel no sorrow, feel no pain

Kiss me while I’m still alive
Kill me while I kiss the sky
Let me die on my own terms, let me
Live and let me learn
Now I’ll follow my own way, and I’ll
Live on to another damn day
Freedom carries sacrifice, remember when this was my life

Looking forward, not behind
Everybody’s got to cross that line
Free me now to give me a place,
Keep me caged and free the beast
Falling faster, time goes by, fear is
Not seen through these eyes
What there was will never be, now
I’m blind and cannot see

Kiss me while I’m still alive
Kill me while I kiss the sky
Let me die on my own terms, let me
Live and let me learn
Now I’ll follow my own way, and I’ll
Live on to another damn day
Freedom carries sacrifice, remember when this was my life

Kiss me while I’m still alive
Kill me while I kiss the sky
Let me die on my own terms, let me
Live and let me learn
Now I’ll follow my own way, and I’ll
Live on to another damn day
Freedom carries sacrifice, remember when this was my life

Saturday, June 03, 2006

Chuck Taylor's are cool!

Hey, I got my first pair of Chuck Taylor's Converse All Star (wow, that's a mouthful) black low-tops. Just try to touch that, MC Hammer. O, that's right. You can't.

-BExi

Darien Lake!

Darien Lake was so much fun! I was in a group with Colin, Rena, Reese, Angela, & Amanda. The tornado was amazing....I was screaming gay pride stuff the whole ride. Then these fitches came up to one of the people in our group &, to put it bluntly, they were homophobic. So Reese went over & was like, "go to hell" & they got all pissy. I love no supervision. Our pose for the Viper was hillarious. We did the peace sign, but we put it under our mouths & stuck our tongues out. The chick at the pic stand was all like, "what you did was offensive" & she covered it up & wouldn't let us see it.
Then we went into this store & bought fake tongue rings. I'm wearing mine to school on monday....it looks so cool.

-BExi