Band Concert Tonight!

I have a band concert tonight....gonna go blow my french horn! yea babi!

I've got my dance recital next weekend....anyone wanna come see me in my costume? if you do, you've gotta buy tickets!

Purrrrrrrrr........

-BExi

Ugh, I feel fat

When we made cinnimon rolls in home & careers, we had a bunch of leftover frosting. They gave it to me. I just ate that bag of frosting. I feel fat. I have soccer practice tonight....not good. Fortunatly, my dad won't make us run as much cause its so hot....this is gross. & its only gonna get worse. Damn the weather!

-BExi

So close.....

I was soooooooo close to getting into a fight with Joe Parker today on the bus. He kept making fun of this guy Connor that he goes to speech with. He wouldn't friggin' leave him alone! & then Sean butts in & "holds Connor down so he can calm himself" but no one holds down his brother! Joe has been provoking Connor for the past month, & nobody has done anything about it. They started 2 fights on the bus today, the bus driver finished them both. Tomorrow me & Sarah are goin to Hunt to report Joe cause I'm sick of his bitchin about shit like this. Damn him!

-BExi

Playing with my tongue is fun.....

I'm still babysitting....we're currently listening to Alein Ant Farm's rendition of Smooth Criminal, courtesy of Mikey's yahoo account. I like playing with my tongue. I can make it skinny, or long, or short, or wide, or I can make it look like a humpback whale. Tongue's are amazingly cool things......

Numb3rs is over, & now I've got nothing to watch Friday nights unless I want to watch repeats, which isn't that bad. Nobody's on at the present time, so those 2 poems I put on have gone uncommented. Please view them. The author needs to know your input.

Tongue's are cool. So is Trig. Trig is so amazingly cool. When you're bored or you're upset & there's no one to talk to at the present time, Trig is there. Trig is ALWAYS there. WHY CAN'T YOU BE MORE LIKE TRIG, DAMMIT! Sorry. I'm okay. Seriously. I am.

I haven't had amy other dreams, for those that know what I'm talking about, which is like, everyone. Ace knows. Ace saved me. Twice. Did you save me? NO! Why? CAUSE YOU AREN'T ACE OR TRIG, THAT'S WHY!! Okay. Seriously. I'm okay....Honestly. I'm just so freakin' bored. I need to do math right now. Or play with my tongue. Or talk to Ace. Which is out of the question right now. I'm chewing on a popsicle stick, & I think I've got spinters in my tongue. Poor Tongue.

-BExi

Blah.........

I'm babysitting right now....with my cousin. We are such big geeks. We talk about comics, mutants, X-men, geeky crap like that.
He's amusing himself with our Sly Cooper video game...its quite funny because the video game master finally has a challange with the lower video games. He has no clue what the controls are, & he keeps falling into the water. Me & my sister are stuck on the last level, we can't quite get to the final part because we're missing one of the keys. So now we're just concentrating on getting all the clues in all the other levels.....

-BExi

Why won' t they stop? By: Anonymus

Shut Up!
they won't stop...
the memories...
they're telling me to watch & learn...
Dreams....

Shut Up!
please stop...
I don't want to see that...
they're telling me its for my own good....
Dreams...

SHUT UP!
Stop Controlling ME!
I don't want to hear you!
they're telling me to listen to them...
Memories....
In the form of Dreams.....

Don't Tell...I trust you. By: Anonymus

Don't tell!
I'm begging you
If you tell, I'm dead
I told you my heart
I trust you...

Don't tell!
I'm on my knees
No one must find out
You're the only one that knows
I trust you...

Don't tell!
Can't you see me crying?
You don't know what they'll do
Only you know the truth
I trust you...

Ace :'(

Ugh....I feel so deprived....
I haven't talked to Ace in a couple of days....it might actually be a week....but there's a lot going on in my life right now, & i feel bad cause he's missing it......he's someone I can talk to about different things....i'll always have my shannon, my hannah, my rena, my reese, my happydance, & all those other non-bloggers......but he's not gonna say "o, my god bexi, go get help, you're gonna kill yourself!" when I have another dream (by the way, the total is now 5)......
I miss him.....
he commented on my blog, but I can't get to his....it says the URL cannot be found....

-BExi

Soccer

I had a soccer game yesterday. It was in East Aurora - about an hour away. We had just enough, but no subs. We won 5-2. I got the wind knocked out of me in the beginning of the 1st half. It only lasted about 10 seconds. When people finally noticed, I had just gotten up & could breathe again. My dad, the coach, was right across the field & didn't even see me. O well. We still won.

-BExi

Oprah is more influential then those drug vids in health...

I was watching Oprah 2 days ago & she was talking to prostitutes. This moved me. It flat out moved me.
I think its more effective than the vids they show in health. Its more effective than having people come in & preach to you about how dangerous sex is. I know I'll save sex for after marriage. After seeing that episode, hell yea.

-BExi

I Hate Fire Drills....

We had 4 friggin' fire drills today!
1 during Music, 1 during Social, 1 during Home & Careers, & 1 during Accelerated Math.
I know its a state law, & you have to have a certain number of fire drills in the spring & fall, but not all of them in 1 day!
Filocamo was okay today, we watched a vid on the skeletal system, & she smiled the whole way through it like when we watch "science court". Ugh.

School was pretty much boring if you don't count Kohler blowing up again, but that's like, every day.

-BExi

Ace High!

He read my blog!
He freakin' read what I wrote! & he said it made him HAPPY!
I feel pretty, o, so pretty! I feel pretty & witty & GAY!

Stop being so prejudice, gay people are cool!

-BExi

Ace

Weeeeeeeeeeeeee!
I'm sooo crazy-hyped right now!
I absolutely adore this guy that I met at a party! I'm friends with his older sister & he's a year younger than me. I tried to get him to dance with me, but he kept saying "I can't dance". That is sooo not true. If anybody knows anything about me, its that I'm pessimisstic & never see the bright side of anything. But, I really wanted to dance with him, so I told him he could. He's pretty good, once he loosens up. & some more good news: I didn't act like the total slut I know I am! I got his email address from his sexy sister, & I started talking to him for hours at a time. He is sooo sweet! I absolutely adore him!
He asked me if I could go rollerblading with him, but I couldn't. I had to get ready for my sister's birthday party. Then the next day, I had my sister's party. The day after that, yesterday, I had my dad's best friend's son's 4th birthday party to go to. I would go next weekend, but its mother's day. He asked me if my parents would flip if I had a boyfriend, & I, unfortunatly, told him the sad truth. Yes, my parents would go ballistic. Then they would give me 3 thousand lectures on how I'm too young. & then they'd give me lectures on how he's too young. It sucks. But, I'm finding out stuff about him by emailing him almost every day.
I went home sick today (my temp was 99.1), so I can't talk to him because he's not home. &, he goes to another school. It completely sucks. But that's okay.
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh, I completely adore him. His little sister Marisa told me at the party that he said I was HOTT! (can you believe I only had 2 people call me hott? & what's more, the first one was a wannabe pedophile)
I am, like, on cloud 9! Trillion!

On a random note, Trig is so much fun, isn't it?

-BExi

Song I'm listening to: Steady as She Goes, THe Raconteurs